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November 20, 2008

i guess this is my last time using blogger?

sometimes people should move forward rather than staying put. progress is what people needs.

switched to xanga instead. and xanga aint that hard to use yeah.

http://xanga.com/musictimes8

jus that same old musictimes8.

if u wanna relink u may! XD this blog will still be open =))

i was reading my past posts. and seriously. i think my english did improve. i started out using super singlish english. even the sentence structure just sucks. but somehow i managed to correct it. now i read my blog, i think it sounds right, and it sounds pro.

yeah. i am a pro. XD

but at the same time. my chinese became sucky! like what the hell. so now im a perfect example of a typical singaporean who is neither niche in english or chinese. but jus intermediate. it sucks to be average u noe.

i think im crapping here.

by the way. was wanting to comment that 4endurance is a class of monsters.

i think they come from another planet than earth.

preferrably, the planet of pro-ness.

BUT.

just pro-ness.

they are like uber pro at anything. so what am i really. ok i noe. im jus average. intermediate. while the others are so outstanding.

maybe when u are so outstanding, u shd really look at urself and believe u are outstanding. der problem i haf with some people is that. they dun believe they are good. they always feel that they lack something something. but that aint the case. but thats just human nature. somehow people never gets tired of wanting more.

sometimes, i also feel der same. i want alot of things. and gets jealous why people haf this while i dun haf. but denn. ill try not to think of it. it sounds cliche, but really ill tink of those poor african peeps. they really help to change my thoughts. if u really tink africans aint that bad. uve seen nothing yet.

yeah. i love xanga now.

so i shall bid blogger goodbye.

bye blogger.

hello xanga =DD

http://xanga.com/musictimes8

cya there! ;)

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November 19, 2008

well. although i miss home.

its still not a nice place to go to afterall.

was back home with all those crabs and craps and blah blah.

jeeeberish or gheeeberish.

it all means rubbish.

lifes rubbish.

no life at all.

i wana go back school again.

aint school a nice place?

haai.

hearts full with hatred. maybe if i go xray my heart would be black. how cool will it be if i really knew black magic and cursing denn i will ensure no one gets in my way

XDXD

jus joking laa.

haaai.

feel so cold. abnormally cold.

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November 18, 2008

im back.

sore. tired. emotional.

sorry for MIA for 3 days. feel apologetic for everything actually. suddenly feel like everything that has happened is all my fault hahaha. sorry for everything.

for der very first time, i actually miss home.

i miss the meals. normal meals. rice. vege. meat.
i miss my computer.
i miss my youtube.
i miss my bed.
i miss having to lead a normal life.

honestly. chalet sucked. no offence.

i duno wad to feel.

but all these words convey nothing. der one targetted to read this nvr reads it. so i come here blog it. ohso no use. ahaha. haai. jus let nature take its course denn.

sorry for planning such a lousy chalet this time.
sorry for making ppl pissed or sick or whatever cos it was my fault.
sorry for getting pissed and budged out der chalet abruptly.
sorry for everything bad that happened.

i am sorry.

slowly catching up time. i wana lead a normal life. jus normal. why do i have to see his face all der time. why must i face all der ppl's eyes. why must i be a lag for ppl. why must i always be in the centre of every situation.

jus throw that aside.

i lost 2.4kg. now weighing 50.6kg. wow. body fat composites at 5.6% of my body.

how i wish i would keep on losing weight.

lose lose lose.

poof! im gone=)

tt will happen. i think.

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